//Journal location: Mizui-TK@deviantART.cpp

#include<TKistard.h>
#include<emo.h>
#include<guilt.h>
#include< pedoperv.h>
#include<life.h>

int main(void)
{ //main start

printf("\n

Ehh.. Been battling teh H1N1 teh past 4 days.. Glad to say it's over Well, at least.. My meds ran out so it better be over OTL;;
Had to take 2 days off school.. But I needed it... I WOULDA GONE IF I WASN'T CONTAGIOUS DD< *ended up sleeping though...*
Anyways.... Not looking forward to tomorrow 8D;;; Gah, I should start taking vitamins so I don't get sick so pathetically easily > >''

Hmm.. My life's kinda out of order right now.. I dunno how to fix it... I dunno what that means, but I can almost say for sure I'll still be here as usual (aren't I always? *no life at all* )~

St-still haven't started on that fanservice thing....*is so sorry* OTL I've been having trouble drawing much of anything that doesn't suck lately.. (That gift art was already drawn from a while back, I was only colouring a bit Dl ) Not to mention my mind's in teh gutter Aaaand it just wouldn't do to post the dark, murky recesses of my mind~ (there are innocents on here, after all...! D< *shot* )
A-and now I can't even draw THAT stuff anymore (there's something new at the back on my conscience D: )

Haah, I've hit lotsa snags with everything lately and nothing really makes me wanna get out of bed anymore...
Yeah yeah, teenager crap, "it happens, get over it". Shut up and let me moan about it Dl *shot* I'm not allowed to be openly unhappy at home ._.'' So the internet can deal with my attitu-~ *kick'd*

K: BAD EXCUSE DD<

Just venting (again OTL; ) 8D; *is a butt* I'm not looking for pity or sympathy or anything.. Just... Bah, I'm being dumb now.
Lulz, gotta go find somewhere else to dump my issues 8D;;;;; *scuttles off*

... OKAY! Done now! (wow, n-no one actually read all of this did they? 8D;; *feels bad now for some reason* )

(...OLOLOLOL, like teh journal "header/footer"? 8D *nerd of epic proportions* I didn't really use teh options ones 'cause Iunno if it'd stay there > >''... D-done for real now 8D;;; *slinks away* )

");

getch();
return 0;
}// end main
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FATAL ERROR-- precompiler header "life.h" not found. Please get one.

...Just scroll down to the bolded "relevance" adn skip my rant adn emoness 8DD

RANT

I've mentioned I hate paint before, right? Okay, good. Not much has changed 8D
But LAST year, we only got to work with acrylic paints 8D THIS year, it's a whole new world of hell: water colour.
Ohmahgaaaawd, I try, I really do, but I can't paint Dl It makes me so frustrated... I have no colour sense... Or patience *shot*
But see, what REALLY bites is that in order to get into any of teh post secondary schools I wanna go to, I gotta get some fine arts degree in a university first. That means MOAR hell D< Oh yes, adn life drawing helps too, apparently. And THAT means going to some community center in a different city and paying an instructor to draw nekkid peoples.... A. that sounds kinda.. awkward; paying some guy to let me draw some naked person ( and I'd be teh youngest frikken person there D; ) and B. NO THXPLZ. No interest in drawing that lD
I don't see what any of those things ahve to do with 3D animation... Maybe I'll just say "screw you, art" and go for videogame design 8D
I have no future in art OTL *shot*

Eh.. I was gonna go on about work (or lack thereof) and the reDONCulousness that's surrounding that, but I could write a freakin' BOOK on it, so I'll save that for another time and just say I'mma try to fail at life less and try again with the application thing 8D

RELEVANCE

Yes, now onto teh less emoish, positive, relevant crap 8D

1. I have unfortunately not started those fanservice pictures... Iunno when I will But I will not forget! .....But on teh likely chance I do, don't be afraid to remind me in a month *SHOT*

2.Guuuuess what I started? 8DDDDD The long awaited adn anticipated( by me, at least) Memoires comic 8DDD I've written teh script for the first 2 pages adn teh 1st page is about 45% penciled in. Then I gotta ink it then tone it XD It's a loong way off until it's submitted but hey, I started~
(and the only reason I was waiting so long was 'cause I wanted to finish Klo' Grow, but I somehow lost it.. *FAIL* I'll find adn finish it! 8D;;;; )

That was just about all teh important stuff there...
I feel kinda proud though 8D I solved this big problem I was having is programming class XD Well, sorta... I was trying to make a simple looping game but there wasn't much on inner-outer loops we had learned yet.. So I kinda solved it.. Iy's ahrd to explain unless you know C++ code.. But I felt liek I failed a little less ... adn then came art.... DAMN YOU ART DDD< *kill'd*

I get to go on a Spanish trip on Friday 8D;; But, no matter what anyone says, my Spanish is so pathetically weak *still can't roll her r's Spanish-like 'cause she fails* OTL I just hope I don't end up insulting peopel with my bad accent and stuff 8D;;;


.. But anyways, look forward to that comic adn just hope that water colour painting doesn't make me jump off some high structure to my demise 8D
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Oh gawd, you guys have no idea how many times I just about put a ; at the end of every line 8D;;; It's teh programming "period" and....OMFG-- I should TOTALLY set up my journal like code 8DDDDDD... Fawdge, I need a life > >''
((next time mebe...*murdered* ))
</essayjournal>

Tagged by :

Rules
1) Pick one of your FCs/OCs
2) Fill in the questions/statements as if you were your FC/OC
3) Tag 3 people at the end of the quiz


1) What is your name?
Neku D.

2) Do you know why you were named that?
Mizery got bored adn decided to have 2 generically named characters, a dog and a cat. She just switched the end vowels. Neko, Inu, Ino, Neku. I'm Neku, yes I am

3) Are you taken or single?
I'd say taken... I'm in some sort of twisted love.. It can't even be called a "trianble", it's some random fricken' polygon Dl But I do have someone special~

4) Have any powers or abilities?
Uh.... No...?

5) Stop being a Mary-sue!
NO D< You stop being an as-- wait.... DID YOU JUST COMMENT ON HOW GIRLY I LOOK?! I have VERY masculine features, buddy! DDD8<

6) uh... If you were in a fight with a strong wrestler, do you think
you'd win?
No > >'' I have no muscle. I'm a noodle.

7) Riiiight... Have any family members?
Yeah. I don't liek them though, so I don't see 'em often.

8) Oh? How about pets?
No. Pets are just a pain in teh ass. Liek children. I hate little kids...

9) Cool, I guess. Tell me something that you don't like.
You >/ Nah, just kiddin'. Racism, politics, sports, my parents, fruit.. Oh, one thing? Psh. Whatever....

10) Something that you do like?
FIRE 8DDDDD

11) Do you have any activities/hobbies that you like to do?
*smirk* Yes~
Mizery: KEEP IT G-RATED, YOU PERVERT DDD<
> >'' Liek I wouldn't...! *clears throat* I like listening to and sometimes composing music.

12) Have you ever hurt anyone in any way before?
Physically or mentally? 'Cause I hurt lil' Miz mentally here a lot *grin*
Mizery: DD: It's true OTL
And yes, I have.

13) Ever...killed anyone before?
Uh, I'm going to go with.. No O.o''

14) What kind of animal are you?
Some kind of cat. Original, eh?

15) Name your worst Habits.
Having my mind in the gutter and being cold and emotionless.

16) Do you look up to anyone at all?
Yeah, Kander, since he's taller than me. PFFFF, uh, no, not really. Heros are for peopel who are too weak to carry themselves by themselves. I grew out of that...

17) Gay, straight, or bi?
Bi. I guess There's nothing else I can be, seeing as EVERYONE thinks I'm GIRLY... WHICH I AM NOT DDD< Imaybesortakindaleanmoretowardstheguysbu theywhatever.

18) Do you go to school?
Yes. College, with a transfer next year.

19) Ever wanna marry and have kids one day?
Get married, maybe. Have kids? Hell no.

20) Do you have any fangirls/fanboys?
I better~ *debonair smile*

21) What are you most afraid of?
Becoming consumed by my own emotionlessness so no one can get in.

22) What colour is your hair?
A rich chocolate brown

23) Eyes?
Dependng on my mood, I'm told, it varies between blue adn green...

24) What do you usually wear?
The uniform for my school... NOT BOXORZ THO LOLOLOLOLO--*brick'd by TK* Ow-ow, okaaay.. I was having some fun.. God forbid Dl

25) What's your religion?
Ex Catholic. Decided that I was too analytical to really believe in everything in teh Bible...

26) Do you wish this quiz is over?
Yes.

27) Well, it's still not over.
*flips the quiz the bird* Well eff you.

28) Anyways, where do you live?
In a dorm for the next little bit, but I've gone adn purchased an apartment with my roomie~

29) What class are you? (Low class, middle class, high class)?
Smack-dab in the middle.

30) How many friends do you have?
Not too many. I come off as snobby.. and cold.. and unfriendly.. Which I am *shrugs* Oh, adn peopel think I'm gay 'cause of my hair Dl Fawk....

31) If you could change anything about you, what would you change?
That I wouldn;t be such a cold person.

32) What is your thoughts on pie?
3.141592....

33) Alright. What's your favourite food?
PIE

34) Favourite drink?
Any kind of hard liquor *mischievous grin*

35) What is your favourite place?
A quiet park.

36) Least favourite?
Uhhh.. here, taking this goddamn quiz.

37) Are you still wanting the quiz to end?
Eh, I'm actually rather apathetic about it now...

38) Well, It's over.
'Kay.. *gets up and leaves* Thanks for wasting 5 minutes of my life I'll never get back again.



... I TAG ANYONE WHO READS DDD< Nah, not really. You wanna do it, do it *fail*
Yep, well.... Just spam today~ Too lazy to writea recont of crap.

But A rugby team from Britain creamed my school's today, I belive.
Oh yes, adn ~2mannypills would like to saaay.. DOWN WITH THE CRUMPETS!! 8DDDDDD *is such and incredible azz-face* 8DDD

HIYA~!

Last night I was kinda in bad spirits (gosh, that's gotta be a bad omen or something.. eh.. *shrugs* ) and this morning was no better... Actually I was pretty pissy and tired all day 'cept since this once phone call~ *random*

ANYWAYS...... I nao has digital camera, soooo I'll be putting up some random photos (I already have a photo account, but that's for PRETTY pictures.. I'll just upload some crummy ones he-- *shot* ). Haha, this is mainly to scare ~2mannypills 'cause I told her I was gonna put up a CERTAIN picture of some CERTAIN cat 8DDD
*is such an ass*

*siiighs* Maan... Last period I was writing practically non-stop for an hour.. Damn Art History... Pah, well, I think I did well.. Or at least, I HOPE D:
Yeah, and I've got SO much art to do OTL Ah well, I dug this grave for myself, I'll lie in it.

And holy freakin' CRAP- I had to type out a mile of code today in tech class Dl I think teh teacher is gonna kinda fail me 'cause I kept asking what was wrong 'cause it wouldn't run... Bah, stupid or operator.. Stupid STUPID ampersand D< Even stupider Mizui *headdeskx3plz* Neh.. I did try... ._.''

... Gosh, I really don't feel like I'm the age I am right now > >'' I guess that's normal... But I feel so much younger 8D;;;

Oh, and the theme from Love Story has been bugging me all week... I love it~ It's such a bitter-sweet song. I used to listen to it in a music box my grandmother had.... Made me feel, hell, it still makes me feel sad and kinda lonely... *suck*
But today, it was ALL Totoro.
Tonari no To-to-ro To. To. Ro~ *shot* (Shush up, Hayao Miyazaki makes epic films D< *brick'd* )

Awwwright... Before I go faint on my art thing, 'cause I really gotta, now... Here's an update to teh Fanservice thing. I don't care if I fill up teh spaces XDD I'm just putting it up, more for my own memory... *sieve-mind*

No, I haven't started yet... No idea when I will 8D;;; Hopefully soon though, eh~? XD

1 *Klonoa-Kitty-- Tika
2 =MMan222-- Paul(fursona)
3 ~Vanilla-Kirby-- Serro
4 ~Cpt-Night--Cpt.Night
5 ~NickCole-- Cole
6 ~RogerRaven-- Tchetzenode girl
7 ~n3ko-- Surprise character (muahahahaha~ 8DDD *shot* )
8 ~Pokemon-Chick-1-- Pheonix
9 =xXPitsLittleAngelXx--Krystal
10 =AtimistFox-- Atimist
11 *KunaruKun--Kunaru
12 ~TheDarkSideofTruth--Kishu
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OVER AND OUT-
Mizui-TK

UPDATE
Bwa.. head is owwie Dl

...Err...'Ey~ Just an update on the Fanservice thing XD
I might have to go pull some random characters from poor unsuspecting people >D *already thinking of a few*
...In case you didn't guess, the finished picture is gonna be kinda BIG lD

Oh- and I just realized it's the 8th~ I'll have survived another year of hell come next Thursday, yaaaay. One year closer to taking off DA's strict mature warni-- *SHOT*
Kiddingkiddingkidding~ 8DDD *maybe*

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Hahah 8D
Yeahh, I'm gonna be hell'a busy for a bit~ I should be working right now *shot* But English is stumping me.. AGAIN. So it's journal tiem *needs a new one anyhow*

Today in art class, ~2mannypills and I were just sitter there adn teh teacher comes up and asks us if we'd like to design a t-shirt for an outdoor Ed. class. Of course, we agreed and came up with many devious ideas (ie. some fool setting a canoe on fire with a flaming marshmallow.EPICFAIL~.... a bear lookin' like he's gonna eat some poor shmuck~ >D )aaaand we also got lotsa art~ Not just some drawing, drawing PLUS art history.
Oooh, whee fun lD *not*

Then there's piano... MOAR FUN. I swear to freakin' GAWD- dominant 7ths are there just to give students HELL D< Iuno if I'll get them up to teh required speed

I think come Friday, things will be easier for a little 8D;;
But just in case... I hath given reason for my possible absence.
*no one cares* Gooood~

....This also means.. I'm pushing some drawing and stuff back... 8DD;;; *runs and hides* I SO SORRY D:
I have teh Kiriban drawn to the best of my ability (I really did try ._.'' ) I just gotta CG it, but I'll put up what it looks like over the weekend, perhaps~

Yes, and now that I've said I need to PUSH CRAP BACK- I'mma add MOAR crap to tack on my list 8D *SHOTSHOTkill'd*

Ahh, yes, the interesting part now. Fanservice 8D Don't know what it is? Hahahaaa, you have a good, clean mind then~

FANSERVICE

Here's how this is gonna go down: (READ IT, DAMMIT D< *brick'd* )
I will draw 15 fanservice pictures or ANY character or OC/FC. Male, female, human furry.. W'ever.**
These 15 will be all in one picture.
I choose teh pose so there won't be anything TOO mature/risque (pssh, meb-*SHOT*)
One character request per person.
No: "Plz draw NaruSasu plz k thx bai." No. :/
Yes: "Could you draw Naruto?" Is good~ *thumbs up*
No "style requests". I draw in my style. Not in "Sonic style" or whatever else. That's how it is~
No fetishes with the exception of adding animal ear/tails if they're human. (Do I REALLY need to give a list of fetishes? )
You can request clothing (yes, this is DA, people. They must have undies on at least lD) But nothing overly... Slutty, yanno? 8D;
DO. NOT. BUG. ME. I get crap done when I feel like it. If you pester me asking if your character is done CONSTANTLY, it will be ignored.(try not to as at all >w>'' ) I am lazy. I'll try to get it done when I can/when I remember *SHOT*

** I will draw teh character to the best of my ability.. I "specialize" in male anthros/furries. I can still do humans and females...Sorta...
Stuff liek muscles, reptiles.. Anything you don't see in my gallery I probably have issues drawing 8D;; You can still ask for it though!~
This is just a heads-up of my skills and that 8D;;;

I might play with the characters a bit, so forgive me for that~ *SHOT*

1 *Klonoa-Kitty-- Tika
2 =MMan222-- Paul(fursona)
3 ~Vanilla-Kirby-- Serro
4 ~Cpt-Night--Cpt.Night
5 ~NickCole-- Cole
6 ~RogerRaven-- Tchetzenode girl
7 ~n3ko-- Surprise character (muahahahaha~ 8DDD *shot* )
8 ~Pokemon-Chick-1-- Pheonix
9 =xXPitsLittleAngelXx--Krystal
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Any questions about anything? Ask~


Why teh hell am I doing this? 'Cause, if you haven't noticed by now, I'm freakin' weird like that. So there.
I just feel like it. lD Simple as that.

MTK over and out