Man.... I woke up feeling like absolute crap this morning.. Some dream I had completely killed the happy ._.'' Didn't change all day.
You know that lonely where you could be in a room full of people but still be completely isolated...? With your family but still alone? Yeah, like there's one person who could help.... PFFFF, but I have no idea who that'd be andn I doubt they'd wanna help me.
..... I sound liek some sort of sniveling puddle of girly mush........
I just woke up feeling lonely and guilty and sad.... Tried to nap later, came back feeling the same as this morning, only cold, too >w>''
Oh, oh, and these IDIOTS behind my house were up until 2 o-friggin' clock in the morning having a fawkin' pool party; being LOUD D< I was soooo close to just getting up and yelling "STFU" out the window. Those same peopel? Yeah, their kids were up and blasting frigging Hannah Montana or whoever the hell sings that bloody "Romeo adn Juliet" song adn squealing and AUUGH DX
Maybe that's what's up with me, haven't had any bloody sleep....
Can't draw for crap lately. Keep losing my motivation.
It's too freaking hot.. I should live if freakin' Russia 8DDD;;;;
...Pah, now I'm angry... I'll go be pissy and lonely elsewhere.
Oh, haha, this was just a rant 8D;; Sorry
I'm being yelled at agian.. I'm out.
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.... FFF, I thought I posted this last night HAHA. Stupid TK 8D;;;;
*still messed up*
Devious Comments
Well, it's not just family.. but.. Meh *shrugs*
No one wants to talk to me 'cause I look scary 8D;;; I'm really anti-social. I can talk to people, I just can't start convos >3>'' *fails*
YES. WHY IS THATTTT? Dl
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Curiosity Killed the Cat, Satisfaction Brought it Back*~:.
Proud to easily become obsessed with stuff
"You have creativity: you draw furries without pants!"
Hope that you were able to find a more miserable being through this little tale (me) and laugh, and feel better!!!!
FFFFFFFFF, I'm not laughing... 8DD *lies*
XDD Yeah~ I'm feeling better, thanks XD
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Curiosity Killed the Cat, Satisfaction Brought it Back*~:.
Proud to easily become obsessed with stuff
"You have creativity: you draw furries without pants!"
I konw how that is~. XDDD
Maybe in a sense it's a way of stress relief...?
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/ ~n3ko / ~digik0 /
\"CAT in a SHOEBOX"\ (alternate JPN/ENG site) [link]
--> OEKAKI.bbs [link]
It's terrible >.>''
.... Huh, maybe.
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Curiosity Killed the Cat, Satisfaction Brought it Back*~:.
Proud to easily become obsessed with stuff
"You have creativity: you draw furries without pants!"
Yeah. I especialy draw oekakis that take like triple digit minutes on like a few days before exams. 8D
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/ ~n3ko / ~digik0 /
\"CAT in a SHOEBOX"\ (alternate JPN/ENG site) [link]
--> OEKAKI.bbs [link]
Fff, I can't manage anything but triples 8D;;;;
But yeah.. XD
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Curiosity Killed the Cat, Satisfaction Brought it Back*~:.
Proud to easily become obsessed with stuff
"You have creativity: you draw furries without pants!"
You can or you can't? 8D
Yep~
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/ ~n3ko / ~digik0 /
\"CAT in a SHOEBOX"\ (alternate JPN/ENG site) [link]
--> OEKAKI.bbs [link]
All my pictures are triple digits 8D;
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Curiosity Killed the Cat, Satisfaction Brought it Back*~:.
Proud to easily become obsessed with stuff
"You have creativity: you draw furries without pants!"