...Just scroll down to the bolded "relevance" adn skip my rant adn emoness 8DD

RANT

I've mentioned I hate paint before, right? Okay, good. Not much has changed 8D
But LAST year, we only got to work with acrylic paints 8D THIS year, it's a whole new world of hell: water colour.
Ohmahgaaaawd, I try, I really do, but I can't paint Dl It makes me so frustrated... I have no colour sense... Or patience *shot*
But see, what REALLY bites is that in order to get into any of teh post secondary schools I wanna go to, I gotta get some fine arts degree in a university first. That means MOAR hell D< Oh yes, adn life drawing helps too, apparently. And THAT means going to some community center in a different city and paying an instructor to draw nekkid peoples.... A. that sounds kinda.. awkward; paying some guy to let me draw some naked person ( and I'd be teh youngest frikken person there D; ) and B. NO THXPLZ. No interest in drawing that lD
I don't see what any of those things ahve to do with 3D animation... Maybe I'll just say "screw you, art" and go for videogame design 8D
I have no future in art OTL *shot*

Eh.. I was gonna go on about work (or lack thereof) and the reDONCulousness that's surrounding that, but I could write a freakin' BOOK on it, so I'll save that for another time and just say I'mma try to fail at life less and try again with the application thing 8D

RELEVANCE

Yes, now onto teh less emoish, positive, relevant crap 8D

1. I have unfortunately not started those fanservice pictures... Iunno when I will But I will not forget! .....But on teh likely chance I do, don't be afraid to remind me in a month *SHOT*

2.Guuuuess what I started? 8DDDDD The long awaited adn anticipated( by me, at least) Memoires comic 8DDD I've written teh script for the first 2 pages adn teh 1st page is about 45% penciled in. Then I gotta ink it then tone it XD It's a loong way off until it's submitted but hey, I started~
(and the only reason I was waiting so long was 'cause I wanted to finish Klo' Grow, but I somehow lost it.. *FAIL* I'll find adn finish it! 8D;;;; )

That was just about all teh important stuff there...
I feel kinda proud though 8D I solved this big problem I was having is programming class XD Well, sorta... I was trying to make a simple looping game but there wasn't much on inner-outer loops we had learned yet.. So I kinda solved it.. Iy's ahrd to explain unless you know C++ code.. But I felt liek I failed a little less ... adn then came art.... DAMN YOU ART DDD< *kill'd*

I get to go on a Spanish trip on Friday 8D;; But, no matter what anyone says, my Spanish is so pathetically weak *still can't roll her r's Spanish-like 'cause she fails* OTL I just hope I don't end up insulting peopel with my bad accent and stuff 8D;;;


.. But anyways, look forward to that comic adn just hope that water colour painting doesn't make me jump off some high structure to my demise 8D
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Oh gawd, you guys have no idea how many times I just about put a ; at the end of every line 8D;;; It's teh programming "period" and....OMFG-- I should TOTALLY set up my journal like code 8DDDDDD... Fawdge, I need a life > >''
((next time mebe...*murdered* ))
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